Worst life anyone could ever have.

The absolute worst life anyone could ever have is to be the second coming of Christ.   Nobody would ever think you would be abused and tormented as well as fed from your whole life and have radiation dropped on you your entire life.  I don’t know why I even bother posting here anymore because everyone just wants to make up lies when most are going to hell I assure you that.   It’s so despicable the way I’ve been treated my whole life that it’s no reason I don’t want to save anyone but a few if even that that’s how low it’s gotten I think I’m just gonna rise eventually when I’m ready and I’m never coming back to earth and I’m gonna let it waste away.  That’s really what it deserves I wish my dad would just give me the damn firearm instead of being an asshole so I can blow my heart out I’m not gonna die forever I’m one now I’m no longer just Jesus Christ.  My soul is completely made of higher power now.  This is the truth of it, and I’m done living with people damn near there’s one video game I’d like to play and some walking I’d like to get in but aside from that I don’t know anyone nor will I ever know anyone nobody ever really wanted to know me or cared that I probably needed medication to take to stay awake since I was a kid when everyone was eating from my head and taking my powers and abilities. This is a diseased dead world.  I have tried to replenish it some but I’m not gonna create anymore with how people have treated me on both of my life’s here as Christ bowing who I was without me already just being god since I’m theone true god.   It’s all ashame people chose reality tv over salvation because I will rise eventually and it’s not going to be pretty been an ok because heaven has somethings to get straightened out and I have to get to the bottom of why people are letting Lucifer out and betraying me for his worthless pet which has been annoying.  I hope you were one of them that let me live to 40 doing what I wanted and didn’t bitch much after either because I lost my wife I was nuked my whole life had fallen angels around me and now I have a lot of damning to do because there’s a lot that’s not making it to the next story